Occasionally Disoriented

I’ve watched a whole lot of Will Smith movies. Seven Pounds, MIB 1 & 2, I am Legend, I Robot and The Pursuit of Happiness. I also watched the 3 movies of Stuart Little, Fox and the Hound and a whole lot more.

Now I’m going to do a Harry Potter Marathon :)

I had an almost enough… no. I was almost enough for somebody but that was just too good to be true.

I can’t say everything right now since I’m at my cousin’s house using her internet connection because digitel is so crappy they can’t provide a decent connection. Which reminds me to check their hotline :)

Wag iyakan ang taong hindi karapat-dapat sa mga luha mo..

Flower gleam and glow, let your power shine. Make the clock reverse; bring back what once was mine Heal what has been hurt, change the fate’s design.

I watched Tangled again :)

I wish I have a magical glowing hair to change what fate designed.

finalsoul:

1) Stop Blaming – It is absolutely pointless for you to blame yourself or the other. Blame stops you from seeing the truth. While we are engaged in pointing a finger, and making the other feel guilty, we cannot see what is really going on. Blame is a way to keep the fight alive. TAKE A VACATION FROM BLAME FOR ONE DAY. Instead of thinking of all the ways the person has hurt you keep your eyes open to watch how you may be stoking the fires. Focus upon what the person has done for you, instead, the ways in which they have been kind.

2) Realize The Price You Are Paying For - These Fights Unless we truly realize the terribly toll fighting is taking on us, we will continue it automatically. Honestly take note of the consequences each fight brings, what it is doing to your body, mind and spirit. Then ask do I truly want this? Haven’t I suffered enough? Why not stop it today?

3) Choose To Be Happy Rather Than Right - You have to become aware that there is a better way to be in a relationship. This is the time to expand your view. Define success as being happy rather than being right. Learn other tools and techniques which will de-escalate anger and make a positive relationship possible for you.

4) Build A Strong Sense of Self-Worth - The basis of all good relationships is a feeling of worthiness, a desire to honor, gift and pleasure yourself, and to do the same for the other. Choose this kind of relationship and let go of all that opposes it.

I always always wanted to ask … What happened to us?

This morning I had a talk with my mom, it went like this,

Mom: Ge, pag di ako nakalipat ng work ituloy mo na lang yung I.T

I didn’t reply.

Mom: Ano? (with  a raised tone)

Me: Eh ayaw ko na dun eh…

Mom: It’s either mag stostop ka o itutuloy mo I.T

I was speechless and she asked again…

Me: Eh di ko na nga gusto dun eh.

Mom: So titigil ka na lang?

She was still talking like crazy after that but I didn’t mind her, I go towards the door and twisted the knob then she asked

Mom: Ano titigil ka na lang o itutuloy mo yung sa UST

Me: Kayo bahala.

Kayo bahala means alot more to me. Why? Because everything I do is what my parents want. This course, that future job and this haircut.

She’s telling me that I was lazy in finding a school to transfer in but I already looked for a school she disapproved it. She wants a school with a name ugh!

After a while she left and asked my dad to talk to me. We talked but it was more calm than my conversation with my mom because it was just like a 5 line converstaion and after that he left the room.

Then I was alone.

shythisway:

gawa gawa ni Ryan R. Quizon

Another part of my reminiscing the dA days. He’s an awesome artist. he’s works are just amazing, comic and relaxed colors. It’s something I want to see while chilling in the cafe and his 1-sketch-a-day-journal thing inspired me on what to do this summer.

I got fooled by someone about the actual time. I thought it’s 3:30… err. Those 3 G’s mean something and one of ‘em is G - Gullible. Had fun talking to you though you made me cry again, I’m a crybaby just so you know.

Anyway thank you for calming me down when I’m not at ease, to be there to tease and make me smile even when I’m mad and, to tell me you love me the most.

I wonder what if feels like to know you’re really dying… To live life in pain yet see bee blissful in everything. I admire people, I know I hate them sometimes but there are things that I like about ‘em too.

I want to know how it feels to love a person knowing you’ll let go.

There’s a part of me, a big part, where it wants to be with these kind of people but I think that would be a torture. I attach myself easily, I even cried once because I had a haircut and seeing these people would completely break my heart… And there’s another reason… It’s somehow selfish reason but I want to be surrounded by people who won’t make me feel miserable, who’ll inspire me and make me want to live.

Peter Pan said To die would be an awfully big adventure but nobody really defines death for me. I know that when you’re dead your body will decompose but what lies after that?

Do you believe in souls? We believe that every person has one but where did they come from? Or what are they doing before they find a body to live in? Do they fly up in heaven waiting for baby to born, another body that they’ll give life to.

I know my question are dumb and childish but they’re still questions you know. Death and Life…

I can say that everyday we’re dying… because everyday our body is getting closer and closer to the time of our death.

I can’t post anything right now, almost two days without sensible posts… So let’s go spontaneous.

Let’s start out with a rant. If you don’t like me and the way I post or something just press the unfollow button. That’ll make everything easy. Way way easy. I don’t know what I did to you for me to receive that kind of reaction… I mean I get your point but the way you respond well… It was offending. I really don’t know why you hate me or dislike me since I did nothing wrong to you… Oh well.

Imma just accept the fact that I can please everybody and you’re one of them. Err… heartbreaks. lol

Watched Grown Ups this morning and it was awesome. Like the 5th time to watch that movie but I really like to watch My Sister’s Keeper but the DVD’s broken. Sew sad. My heart is broken.

So whaddup guys? :)

gawa gawa ni Ryan R. Quizon

Another part of my reminiscing the dA days. He’s an awesome artist. he’s works are just amazing, comic and relaxed colors. It’s something I want to see while chilling in the cafe and his 1-sketch-a-day-journal thing inspired me on what to do this summer.