Occasionally Disoriented

March 26, 2012

I went with my classmate’s Field Trip @ Anilao, Batangas.

The first thing on our itenerary was to climb Mt. Gulugod Baboy. It was tiring and scary but it when I reached the peak — as the cold damp air kiss my cheek all I can think is “It was heaven.”

Sir Ryan and his girlfriend. They have a blog, or their puppy has a blog.

Josh… doing his thing.

Push lang ng push!

2nd stop.

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Just a couple of minutes ago I got a call from this number, 0915***3726. At first I thought it was Anika, my friend’s girlfriend, since they sound the same and I think I heard my friend at the background. And when i asked if it was Anika I was speaking to she said yes. She told me to go over there since I didn’t go at last week’s party. That’s when it started to smell fishy. I asked who it was again then she said it was “Margarita” (sorry but I don’t know anyone from Tumblr whose name is Margarita) so I asked again, then she said I am following her.

I could tell that they’re drunk. Anyway after a while she passed it to someone else who I think is sober enough. He was explaining that they’re drunk and some other stuff then he passed it to another guy. When he was passing the phone I heard they mentioned “Kaloy” (probinsiyano ?) and “Reyvan”.

It was so fucked up that I can’t even remember the exact word/s he/she said before they hang up. All I know is they cursed me.

Anyway whoever you guys are, thanks for the ego boost.

March 08, 2012 - CAP Auditorium, Makati City

We came ahead of time. OPTICS need to set up for the photobooth + to cover the event. While the design teams need to transport the creative wear by 3pm. The performers are already there when we arrived. Some are rehearsing while others are checking up on their equipment. It was a fun day, tiring but fun.

Julie (thetearjerky)

Jed, the kid who’s afraid of photographs.

iAcademy OPTICS’ 2011-2012 set of officers.

Mel signing at the registration booth.

Sean and Brian at the registration booth.

Aria & Wynslie (?), from Animation, ready to rock the stage with their creative wear.

Micko in his futuristic devil costume.

Jeijei in Gundam Form lol. They won the best creative wear in the male selection :)

Our very own, Jasmine! Yes, those boobs are awesome =)) They’re fake tho. lulz.

She won the best in Evening Gown award + most of the awards and 2nd runner up.

Matt ( Mr. Animation ) and Jams ( Ms. MMA )

The female candidates with Sir Ando. L - R: MMA, Animation, Digital Arts, Software Eng., Business Ad.

L-R Jeijei (Software Eng.) Mr. BA, Matt ( Animation )

Photos from our Acting Guilds’ presentation.

Rhythm’s number

I think there’s a difference between being good and being nice. Being nice all the time and to everyone is hard for me and this is why I think most of the people who know me thinks I’m mean or sometimes I just give off an arrogant aura. But seriously, I am a good person… And I think me, being frank, loud, and sometimes tactless gives them that feel.

It’s hard for me to explain so I’ll just give you an example.

I have a friend and, she’s really really nice and sometimes she doesn’t know when to stop being nice… unlike for me if you made a wrong move “astalavista, baby!”

You get my point? I don’t want to be pushed over. I stand firm but I accept mistakes. I forgive but I could never forget.

One of my dreams is to be able to wake up — to be waked up by the aroma of coffee and burnt bacon. Open my eyes and see the light dance with the curtains. I’ll be there watching you… In your big clothes and above a messed up bed. Even just for one day then I can die.

Alam mo yung tanga? :))

Kahit napaka-generic nung reply niya kinilig pa din =))

I’ve been telling people that I don’t like you anymore.

Why?

Because I don’t want THIS, everything between me and you, to be awkward. I accept the fact that it’s not that normal and easy for you to handle. That’s why —that’s why I ‘ve been telling people that I don’t like you.

But the real thing is I do like you, a lot and, if this is not true why would I blog about it?

I wish I could hid myself behind Harry’s cloak and stare at you without you seeing me. I know it sounds creepy but I think behind that cloak I’ll feel comfortable and most importantly you’ll feel comfortable.

There are times that I want to be like Rogue, from X-men, so I could do almost anything. I could touch Nightcrawler and teleport to your side, or Shadowcat so I could pass through walls just to see you, or be like Mystique so I could copy the face of the person you like.

But right now I want to touch Professor X or Jean Grey.

I want to read your mind. Know what you’re thinking, if you miss her or if you like someone else… or if you even think of me.

What do you think of me? 

What does those glances mean? Do I irritate you? Does it feel awkward when I’m around?

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I never wanted “this” to happen. Everything got out of hand. People’s tongue. And please please please I don’t want things to turn out like what happened when I was in 4th year. It was traumatic for me, so please. Be okay.

beben-eleben:

I want to be the reason why you stayed up late because you can’t sleep, why you sleep with your phone on your hand because you were waiting for my reply, why you ignore others chasing you because you know I’ll get jealous and why you’re in love because I’m here.

Dahil love kita at mabait ako gagawan kita ng appreciation post. Hahaha! lol. Joke lang yung love baka mamaya magfeeling ka nanaman eh :>

Miss ko na yung sabay tayo… Kasi ngayon forever alone na ako pag pauwi. Wala nang gumigising sakin pag malapit na. Huhuhu T_T

Ano ba iaappreciate ko sa’yo? Kiddin’ aside. Thank you sa lahat. Sa pakikinig sa mga rants ko dati, hangang ngayon haha! Sa pagsama pauwi at pagiging pasensyoso sa sobrang pangungulit ko. Thank you dahil natutuwa ako tuwing naririnig ko yung “Stitch” voice mo :))

Happy Birthday John! >:D<

**Ngayon ko lang narealize na wala tayong picture na magkasama :|
 

This exhibit made me busy for more than a week. Got a lot of things to do and so little time. Good thing it went well.

My name’s on the list! Yeay! plus Julie (thetearjerky) and John (tumatumblingsijohn)

What I did for the exhibit:

Photo’s of the Board of Governors.

Layout for the news clippings and vexel art for the administrators of iAcademy.

My exhibitted works:

Johnny Depp, traditional art

Untitled, digital drawing

Adele, vector art / vexel art

Manila circa 1960’s, brochure

Since my 3 weeks of hell ended I want to pamper myself… but not in the usual way. I usually pamper myself with a trip to the salon, I know it sound so girly, to have a manicure and/or pedicure.

Fact: I don’t know how to cut my own nails… I do know but I’m really really scared.

I want to pamper myself with stuff that I’ll enjoy.

• Make something new from something old…. which will lead to:
• Adventure to old closets
• Look for my watercolor set and try painting (again)
• Buy a book from a book sale, then eventually read it.

I might think of something to add there but my mind’s really exhausted right now, it’ll just come along.

There are other tasks I need to attend to, like:

• Get my watch fixed. My mom bought me a watch as a birthday present, a watch that doesn’t fit me so I need to have it adjusted.
• Take my dad’s old pants to Mang Gardo. He’s the most trust worthy pants repairman in town :D

So that’s my plan for the week. I hope I can achieve this shit. Haha!

Been busy for a week for this stuff. Run here, run there, buying things, burning money, thinking, sewing and being creative. We didn’t won at least our representatives got something to wear for their Creative Wear.

My design team (minus Zophie, my co-designer) . lol

Steve & David forming the frame for the hood.

Karla, the sewing machine, Mark, our Mr. Game Development, and Leon, our great pattern maker.

our piece for Jams, Ms. MMA :)

Shoes for Jams.

Mark’s shoes.

These are just pictures. You can check the blog (text) post here :)

Kilig picture :>

Derpy face of crush-ie

Via, my cousin /slash/ awesome actress. Hahaha!

My awesome soul-mate. lolz. She is awesome. (She is awesome… period)

Picture of Kenn and Steve-ie tryin’ to be a dinosaur… or chicken? :))

I just can’t get enough. K. Do I creep you, guys? :))

I was wrong to judge them before I know who they really are. If you’ve read my rants before about being with MM11… well this is my post about taking it all back. Why? Because I was wrong. They’re good people… you just need to give it some time and you’ll know that they’re really good :)

Tired. Exhausted. Sleepy.

Got to school earlier than expected. Decided to meet up with my groupmate at Landmark to buy some stuff needed for the designs that afternoon. Boughts spray paint, wires, and something else I forgot and too tired to remember. My classmates were really a blessing, we… I didn’t thought that they would help us out. It was a bliss seing them taking part in this shizz.

But that’s not the good thing about my story.

I went home with my HS friend and his friend whom I have a crush on since first term. We talked inside the PUV and then when we transferred he asked me to sit beside him. So kilig…

But wait! there’s more.

I got to talk to SDA through a phone call, cellphone at first then he gave me his landline number so I could call him and not waste my load. He let me speak with her sister, she’s such a doll.

I want to type more but I’m sleepy. Good night.

I’ve been “googling” you for hours now. Looking at your photos and even checking your dad’s account for photos of you.

I like you, but not how I like other people. I like you because you’re you, not just because of your eyes, talent, lips. You’re like the whole package, the jackpot prize. I think never felt like this before… for a long time. I think what I’m feeling is like a genuine crush. Hahaha! I know I sound cheezy and stupid to you, if you’re reading this - Captain Obvious.

The first time we saw each other we didn’t talk. We we’re introduced but we never talk. I didn’t even liked you before. Everytime when someone ask me if I see you’re a “crush”-worthy person all I say is “maputi lang yan.” And now if someone ask me that question again I’ll reply “Yes. Who wouldn’t have a crush on him.”

But don’t get me wrong, I don’t like him because he’s perfect to everyone’s point of view but he’s perfect for me. I mean that’s the way I see him. And the more I take a peak on who you really are the more I develop my feelings for you.

I didn’t know before that he’s a great sculptor, rich and perfect because he doesn’t brag. He’s humble. He doesn’t smoke too and he’s a good friend.

There are more of him that I haven’t seen and I want to see it. I’m actually jealous on how close he is with Julie. I want to be that close to him. I want to recieve text messages from him too… I want him to consider me as a friend. That’s all I want because I know that’s all I can get.

He’s my crush na di ko kailangan maging boyfriend para kiligin or di kailangan kumanta para kiligin ako. Makita ko lang siya okay na ako. That’s why I love my Saturday class eh, that’s the only time I get that close to you.

Sana di ka na magtransfer. Sana kaya kitang pigilan. Sana forever na lang ako manahimik. Takot akong malaman mo pero sinulat ko padin ‘to.

roadknee replied to your photo: I promised Julie, thetearjerky, that I’ll confess…

Makapag encourage ako eh no. haha but srsly, man. Go lang ng go

roadknee replied to your photo: I promised Julie, thetearjerky, that I’ll confess…

What are you waiting for, man? Man up!

I’ve been busy for the last couple of weeks. 1st yung film ni Angelique, plus Midterms, plus Exhibit, plus Party/Project, plus Another film to shoot tomorrow, plus… a whole lot more. And I am enjoying it. :D

Our Chairperson/dean asked for me to create vexel art for the exhibit. I have a whole section with just my work. Tapos kasama pa yung mga previous work ko dun sa pang students na exhibit talaga. Kasama din ako sa Logistics team. Kasama din ako sa Design Team para sa pageant. Naging succesful yung party na inorganize ko, far more better (? di ko alam kung redundant ) dun sa ibang section. Natapos ko yung short story ko for Filipino na sobrang hirap T_T. Then sassali kami sa Short Film Keme sa schooll, magshoshoot tomorrow at gumawa lang kami ng script ni Julie (thetearjerky) kanina habang nagdidinner sa KFC :))

And wala pa yung best part, may sleep over ako with my high school buddies next week. :D

 I dunno why but instead of being tired and panicky. I’m enjoying it

 Oooh and kanina my prof asked me to be one of the observers dun sa party nung isang section. Sobrang organized at ganda daw kasi nung party na ginawa namin na kami yung pamantayan nila :))

Sorry. I don’t mean to brag but I’m seariously overwhelmed

Earlier today I was about to post, “Kayo ko ‘to!” since the deadline of the vexels are today. Actually it was due this afternoon but I asked my professor to move it until this night.

And nooowwww… I’m in a panicky mode. The thought that a lot of people, that I don’t know, will look at my work; I’m hella scared.

Kaya ko ba ‘to?